Tag: independent film

“BEFORE/AFTER”

This week started off really rough. BEFORE // 3.16.17 Sometimes I think I’m not meant to be alive. I’m not a functioning member of society. Sometimes I have trouble functioning. I can’t force my lazy self to do things I don’t want, to do, anything. I wrote this poem in the midst of a “small” mental breakdown. I was getting…

“OVERWHELMED”

Oh my goodness, it’s Friday again. I’m going to start this one off with something positive (because sometimes I need a reminder). This week I had the opportunity to meet with multiple people to gather their wisdom about making their first features and now my plan has legitimately started to form. Like, I know the first steps that I need…

“BRIEF RELIEF”

Happy Friday! Usually Fridays don’t feel any different for me than any other day (because, you know, freelance…) but today feels like a bonafide Friday! This week has been particularly overwhelming. I had some (very) low paid freelance work that is very tedious and takes more time than it is really worth and I just kept getting in my head…

“MIXED”

WELL, HELLO, BIG DOLLOP (if you get that reference and we’re not already best friends WHAT ARE WE DOING???) So, here I am, back in NYC, fresh off of my trip to LA, which was both glorious and anxiety inducing (not sure about you, but as much as I love to travel, the act of traveling stresses me out). Throughout my…

“MONEY”

Hello from (sunny) LA! Actually, it’s raining today…as it would when I’m in LA…womp womp. Good thing I’m a little bit of a weird weather junkie (<nerd alert). ANYWAY…There are a lot of things that stress me out but as a freelancer, money (or lack there of) is what digs at me the most. First of all, let me say…

NEW BLOG INTRO // “DOUBT”

As you may or may not know, I am moving towards shooting my debut feature film (inspired by CROW) this coming Fall (2017). This is the most exciting/scary thing I have every decided to do, so, as you can imagine, there are a lot of feelings that have been coming up. Most Notably  >>>   You also may or may…